Did you know that almost people in this whole world only write when they are falling in love or just falling appart, AND SO DO I. Writing is one of my hobbies, it is not only enrich my vocabulary (especially in English) but also sharpen-and dig- my feelings. I will always write, it won't touch on other people, right?
I just created a new topic of my blog which is contain with all 'what i was gonna say' . I chose to write it- why? Gak semua hal yang kamu ingin ungkapkan itu harus diungkapkan ke orang lain. Dunia itu gak jahat, tapi gak selamanya baik. Just trust no one. hehehehe, gak deng It's just my opinion.
And kindly reminder, you don't have the right to judge people's perspective. If they are wrong, just remind them well.
And here is some notes, poems, quotes, or whatever you wanted to call it wkwkwk. Happy reading, hope you like it!!!!! ^_^
[1]
TERUNTUK : KAMU YANG MENYUKAI MERPATI
(catatan tentang merpati)
Melepaskan bukan berarti membiarkan pergi
Melepaskan bisa berarti mengikhlaskannya
Keluar dari sangkar yang membelenggunya,
Membiarkannya terbang.
"Sejauh apapun jarak yang ia tempuh
Sebanyak apapun tempat yang ia singgahi
Dia tahu kemana dia harus kembali
Asal kamu tahu,
Merpati tak pernah ingkar janji"
Dan nanti,
Akan ada tempat yang menunggu
Kepulangan sang merpati
[2]
DREAM
(April, 16th 2017)
You came to the crowded area among my friends
You took a sit beside me
You laid on my shoulder
I Asked you "why?"
You laid on my thigh
and reached my hand
You asked me to stroke your hair
Then, I woke up..
[3]
FALL
(April 2017)
You know that i was ever afraid of falling in love
You know that my wounds haven't healed because of falling
Until you dared me to fall into your blackhole
I Stunned.
The hole made my fly among the blink of the stars from supernova explosion
How afraid I'm to fall into your hole
But you light me up
Your light biased the prismatic space in my life
You created a new color in my world
You lost.
You left me alone in the dark
I fall into unfounded hole
The hole that made me didn't know
'When the pain will end, and
by whom the wound will be healed'
Is it you?
[4]
The things that makes me hurt is:
what should we do together,
I do it my self
and You do it with someone else.
[5]
(Just a caution to my self)
The sailors don't deserve a home,
give them a quay!
[6]
My lips are too dry for a name
That is rarely spoken
Till I finally met the shelter of desperation
Which is warranted with the an embrace
And dump all the giddiness and anxieties.
Then a bitter laughter escaped from my chapped lips
And droplets of bloods dribbling down.
Those would be a witness
That these rigid lips aren't even able
To remove that smile
[7]
NOTE TO MY FRIEND-HIS NEW LOVER:
Dear,
You have the right to be free
You have the right to reach your happiness
Don't let anyone take ot or dissuade it from you.
Dear,
I've ever admited, but you don't have to.
I've ever much too carried about a feelings, but you don't have to.
I've ever looked after someone's heart to kept the relationship stavble, but you don't have to.
I've ever bleed my self dry, but you don't have to.
Dear,
Sure that actually I already know everything well.
About the feeling both of you, about the dates, and about the movies you both are watched.
But I act like, I know nothing.
Dear,
Don't mind me.
I treat you kindly with all my sincerity just because I want.
I treated someone just the way I want to be treated, and
I think, If I do a good thing, the good will come.
I just did my philospohy.
Dear,
Don't be hesitate to tell the truth just because you are way too afraid
that i won't respectful to you anymore.
But guess what's in the fact?
Did I treat you badly?
Did I treat you unwell?
Whereas I know the truth
But I was pretending like everything never happened.
Dear,
You are his new lover, but however you will always be my friend, won't you?
Dear,
I wasn't born to be a parasite, and I don't want to.